Tuesday, June 27, 2023
It says to share a memory of my baby girl...how can someone share just o e? There are so so many that I would love to share but I don't know which one or ones. Brooke, you were my world,we were together just days before you left. So maybe what I share now will be one of the last cuz it makes me smile when I think about it. On my birthday when I got to your place ,seeing you sitting in the grass with scissors,cutting the tall grass, you had your beautiful smile ,looked at me, said, hi mom, HAPPY birthday, did you get a cake? When I said no you told me there was one in the fridge for me. Then Ryan took over the yard with the lawn mower so we could spend time together. That smile you had baby, I will remember that forever. How am I suppose to go on knowing you're not there? Your baby girl is gonna keep me going..she needs me now more than ever. I promise you , she will hear all of the memories about you babe. She will know her mommy loved her more than anything I the world. You worked your ass off to get her back. You proved everyone (except me cuz I had your back all along)wrong. And then you even got Evan to see the real you...the amazing wonderful loving girl you were. We all miss you baby . You're with your brother now may you both watch over us... keep us safe and when the time comes be at those gates for us. I know we will meet again. And I CANNOT wait for that day, but til then I will miss you both with every beat of my heart every second everyday . I love you both so much. R.I.Paradise my forever angels
